The Myth

phreak_u_bad @ 2005-04-11T03:42:00

2005-04-11T07:45:13Z

Been a while... Since last time, I got paid...spent all my money, and now im broke... Hmm. Sounds about right...Blow my money the day I get it...heh.

Went to Reading on Friday, visited some old friends, and went to the mall and shit with Loni.

Saturday, spent the day with baby gurl and my sexy mama... Fun fun. Me and my brother also dyed our hair. He finaly went black... We are some

!

Today, I went to work...came home to my baby, went out driving, ended up at the park under the stars...And now here I am...

I have some more pics from yesturday that I have not downloaded from my digital yet, but I will get there and post them.

I hate how people must make other people miserable just because they are. OH! IM GOING TO HANG UP ON YOU BECAUSE YOU ARE HANGING OUT WITH SOMEONE I DONT LIKE! BOOHOO! Fuckin cunts. I was wrong I guess. Some people just don't know how to live and let live... I have much better things to do than deal with drama...

Till next time...

-Bitty

phreak_u_bad @ 2005-04-04T02:43:00

2005-04-04T06:48:54Z

So, Lots has happened....

Thursday - Hung out with my baby Loni, and Ms. Jess Jess Megs before going to work for only 2 and a half hours. I left early, felt like shit.

Friday - Woke up feeling awesome, went out with Loni and Brooke all day. Melissa tagged along as well for some of the day. Went and got my tongue done. Oh so sexy...

Saturday - Hung out with Slick all day. Good fuckin times. BOOYA!

Sunday - Not much. Came home from Slick's in the morning, hung out with Loni for a bit, and went down town to check out the damage of the flood. Easton is flooded, AGAIN! This time is higher than back in September with the Huricane. Eck. Cool as fuck tho...

So there u have it, my w/e in the short version. Got some pics from Saturday with Slick and I will also post the flood pics later...

Till next time...

-Bitty

phreak_u_bad @ 2005-03-26T23:46:00

2005-03-27T04:46:49Z

Billy Joe Armstrong...

So damn hot...

So Yesturday, Me, Freddy and Amy all hung out. We had to save Dustin from his emotional break-down. Then we went Bowling, went to McDonalds, drove around the building 20 times after getting our food so we could see some really hot guy in a truck waiting for his food and some crazy white girl in a car that waved at us every time we went around... We ended up going up to Shades but before getting there, got pulled over. He said I was going 30-35 in a 40 zone and I touched the lines a few times. I dunno. He wanted 2 make sure I was not drunk. I just told him we were lost and were trying to find Washington, NJ. He bought it and told us how to get there, as if we didn't know...heh. I got away with a Warning. I scanned it to put on here because I am that punk rock...

So then we went to Amy's got to bed at 5 in the morning. Me and Freddy got up at 7 so he could bring me home and get to work. Later, I went out with Josh. We went up to Washington, got Slick, went 2 the Villa and left after 20 minutes because it SUCKED. We ended up in Easton, went to McDonalds, drove around, Dropped Slick off at home, and now here I am, home, the night before I need 2 go back to work...Eck. Nice w/e I guess...

Nothing much else except this...

For HER:
I hate the way you talk to me,
and the way you cut your hair.
I hate the way you steer me wrong,
I hate it when you stare.
I hate your big dumb hooker boots
and the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much it makes me sick,
it even makes me rhyme.
I hate the way you’re always wrong,
I hate it when you lie.
I hate it when you make me laugh,
even worse when you make me cry.
I hate it when you’re not around,
and the fact that you didn’t call.
But mostly I hate the way I don’t hate you,
not even close…
not even a little bit…
not even at all.

Till next time...

-Bitty

phreak_u_bad @ 2005-03-22T11:07:00

2005-03-22T16:07:32Z

Time is coming for summer planning. Here is what I got so far...

VANS WAPRED TOUR: Fall Out Boy, My Chemical Romance, The Offspring, Dropkick Murphey's, Thrice, Mest, Senses Fail, MXPX, Atreyu, Funeral For A Friend, and MANY MORE...

OZZFEST: Black Sabbath, Iron Maiden, Shadow Fall, Black Label Society, Rob Zombie, Killswitch Engage, As I Lay Dying, Mastodon, A Dozen Furies, The Haunted, In Flames, Arch Enemy, Bury Your Dead, It Dies Today, SoilWork, Trivium, and room for more.

Naturaly a few visits to Dorney, and maybe, just maybe, I might be going somewhere. Vegas, Florida, The Island? Who knows, but this summer will ROCK! Anyone who wants to join in the fun, do tell me now, because I am IMPOSSIBLE to make plans with in the summer. Just ask some of my friends... Till next time...

-Bitty

phreak_u_bad @ 2005-03-20T23:42:00

2005-03-21T04:48:20Z

So now I am an asshole and hated because I don't do do do for people who don't deserve it? Eck. oh well, Ive been called worse.

I got a new on Saturday. I am a secksie beast! And Laura is 2...Because she has her tongue done. Enjoy that Rick...heh. Im just playin! And I hope a one someone can enjoy her $60 peice of metal that I put in her mouth that day too. Ungrateful...

Anywho. I get to hang out with Melissa on Thursday. WOOHOO! I miss my Chica!

Last night I went out with Freddy, Benson, Sam, Amy, Jenn, and Nova! We all went to Shades Of Death Rd. FUN FUN! I got 2 drive Freddy's car because he makes us nervous and we don't want to end up in someones yard again. Sorry Freddy, u know I love you...

Other than all that, not much is going on. I am getting a new car soon. Just gotta watch my spendin habbits... Till next time...

-Bitty

phreak_u_bad @ 2005-03-12T12:04:00

2005-03-12T17:14:41Z

Well, I was thinking, and I decided to put all my pictures from the past year, every month, up. And I want to see what ones are peoples favorites. So look at the pics, and comment, let me know what look(s) are/is your favorite.

Jan 04'

Feb 04'

Mar 04'

Apr 04'

May 04'

Jun 04'

Jul 04'

Aug 04'

Sep 04'

Oct 04'

Nov 04'

Dec 04'

Jan 05'

Feb 05'

Last Night. Mar 05'

So there they are, let me know ur favs...

Later

-Bitty

phreak_u_bad @ 2005-03-10T09:52:00

2005-03-10T14:57:36Z

GUESS WHO IS BACK!

That's right...The wonderful Mikey... HeHe. A lot has happened since last being on here. I got yet ANOTHER new job. I now proccess orders for ATT and Cingular wireless for $9.08 an hour. YAY! A lot has happened but I don't have close to enough time nor space to explain it all. But I will say, Rick and Laura are now officialy a couple! Congrats guys. I love it!

Also, Brooke had her first Brithday! YAY! Everyone was there... And yes, I got the pictures...

That is all for now. There were a LOT of pictures but they are my favorites so...yeah!

Till next time...

Love You Baby

-Bitty

phreak_u_bad @ 2005-01-03T14:29:00

2005-01-03T19:32:52Z

Boring day... My back hurt when I woke up so I have sat around and did almost nothing all day. Eck... Oh well... I shall post more later...When I have more to say...For now...here is some pics I took of myself yesturday morning...

-Bitty

EAT FRESH!

2004-12-28T11:39:07Z

So, working with Tony and Matt last night, this is what I found out:

1. Big piles of un-cooked doh is fun to put in front of EB's door.
2. Throwing stings of un-cooked doh into phone wires in the back of the store passes time well.
3. If done hard enough, ramming against the Subway walls, can knock games off of shelves in EB and Shampoo off in Holiday Hair.
4. Prank calling people about lawn chairs and Viagra is immature yet fun.
5. Free Subway kicks ass, even when I can't eat a sub the right way with the lip ring.

So work kicked ass last night, only because it was Tony and Matt and they rock my socks. Nothing else exciting happened, but last night is ONE of the best nights I have had in a long time. Is this what life is all about? hehe...

EDIT:

Stole this from Melissa

Spell your name backwards: ekim
have you ever had a song written about you: yup, a few
what song makes you cry: In My Daughter's Eyes and With Arms Wide Open. Good crying tho...
what song makes you happy: Um... a lot of songs make me happy...
what's your all time fav. song?: Oh thats just 2 hard...
what do you listen to before you go to sleep: I fall asleep with the radio on...
height: 5' 11"
hair color: Right now...The shaved part is brown and the mohawk is redish
piercings: Ears and lip
tattoos: 2, on my arm and leg

Right Now . . .
what color pants are you wearing: black
what song are you listening to: In My Daughter's Eyes by Martina McBride
what taste is in your mouth?: Cherrios!
whats the weather like?: um....just cold...
how are you?: Aight, thanks for asking! HOW ABOUT YOU?!
get motion sickness?: No
have a bad habit?: I haven't had a cigarette in...well...since yesturday at 4. So I am trying :-/
get along with your parents?: I get along with my mom well, my step-dad...eh...
boyfriend/girlfriend: Fiance' LOVEY LONI
have a current crush: Nope
have a big regret: I wish I never left McDonalds right about now...lol

Favorite . . .
tv show: ER
conditioner: What is this?
book: I like the Chicken Soup books
non alchohol drink: Um...Tea
alchohol drink: Shmirnoff
things to do on the weekend: Bowling, Skating, Clubbing. Anything I can do to be out and with friends really...

Have You Ever . . .
broken the law: Yes
ran away from home: Yes
snuck out of the house: Yes
ever gone skinny dipping: Yes
made a prank phone call: Yes
tipped over a portapotty: Yes
use your parents credit card: With permission
skipped school before: Yes
fell asleep in the shower/bath: Haha. Yes
been in a school play: No
had a boyfriend/girlfriend: Yes
had children: Sorta...lol
been in love: Yes...Curently am
have a hard time getting over someone: Yes
been hurt?: A few times...
gone out with someone you only knew for 3 days: Um...yes

Random . . .
have a job: Yeah (SUBWAY)
nickname: Bitty, Mikey, Tiny, Cutey, Baby, Bob
your cd player has what in it right now: The new Slipknot CD
if you were a crayon, what color would you be?: PINK
what makes you happy?: My friends, and family...
the next CD you're going to buy: I don't really buy CD's unless I know I will like the whole thing...

When/What Was the Last . . .
you got a real letter: Long time
got an email: Today
thing you purchased: Lip Peircing
Tv program you watched: Roseanne
movie you saw in the theaters: National Treasure. I must have answered this one 20 times in like...2 weeks
kissed: Sunday Night
hugged: Freddy...
song heard: In My Daughter's Eyes
place you were [ besides home ]: Work
phonecall: Loni
you were depressed: Last night
you were in the hospital: When Brooke was in the ER.

-Bitty

phreak_u_bad @ 2004-12-25T19:26:00

2004-12-26T00:28:04Z

Good past few days. Christmas eve morning, Amanda and Karey came over and we all opened our presents then because they would not be here on Christmas. Loni, Brooke, and Josh all came over later and we gave them their stuff and all that stuff. My real dad gave me 40 bucks and I went up to Tattoo Factory and got my lip done... Oh it felt so good. Looks pretty good too. Loni thinks its HAWT. I look mroe and more like Benji every day...lol. Not really, but ok. Today Loni came over with Brooke. They were here till about 2:30. Other than that, it was a pretty lazy day. I did NOTHING but sit on the computer, lay in my room, talk on the phone, and watch TV. Eck. I am bored off my ass. I was kinda hoping some friends would want to get together but it seems that is not happening. I have to work tomorrow. 3-8. That's always fun... (sarcastic guys) but I need the money so...yeah. Um. Nuttin else happening. Here are some pics from today...

That is all. Have a good Christmas everyone.

-Bitty

phreak_u_bad @ 2004-12-23T09:43:00

2004-12-23T14:44:13Z

So last night I went over Laura's for a while. I got to see mah baby and pretty gurl because naturaly they were their too... Fun fun... Laura gave me my X-mas gift also. She got me a new studded belt at Pac Sun. Thanks Laura...Love ya...

Not much happening today. I am not sure if I work today or not. Heh. Thats prolly not a good thing. I have to walk down to housing in Easton to ut in an application today. And it is raining. Joy...

Tomorrow is X-mas eve. We are doing the whole gift exchange and X-mas dinner then because the kids (my brother and sister) go home early on X-mas. Loni and Brooke are gonna come over, ya know, the whole shebang.

Um, ya, cuz im not bored...lol. I am gonna go, get suttin 2 eat, then shower and head out. I'll post more next time...

-Bitty

phreak_u_bad @ 2004-12-20T14:22:00

2004-12-20T19:25:51Z

Last night when Brooke and Loni were over, we asked my brother and sister to watch her while we dyed our hair. They took some pics too so here they are...

Soon-to-be Uncle amd Aunt with Brooke-Lyn.

Brooke walking. up to 17 steps so far. YAY!

I think I might be going out with Josh and mah baby later. We are gonna try to go see Loodoo. Haven't seen her in a lil while so that shall be fun. Nuttin else going on really. Bored as hell in this house by myself...

-Bitty

phreak_u_bad @ 2004-12-18T11:45:00

2004-12-18T16:51:01Z

yesturday was Loni's 18th Birthday. Me, her, Josh, Slick, and Dana all went skating at the Villa. Andrew, and Frank were there too. Fun Fun. I have not had that much fun at the Villa in a long time. It brought back so many memories. All of us together again. Wow. So we took some pics. here they are...

Slick being a fruit.

Josh...being a fuit as well.

Loni.

Thats sexy.

Um...

Yeah...

Josh, Slick, and A HAND!

Me and my rudolf nose...Eck..

Yum

*MUAH*

me...Eck...

Long story short. This girl does not know how to open her eyes all the way. So loni skated up to her and yelled "SAY CHEESE" and took a pic. Haha. Remember her Laura?

Wow...

Uranus?

Josh's Belly Button

STAR!

So yeah. There they are. Fun night. WOO!

-Bitty

phreak_u_bad @ 2004-12-15T21:10:00

2004-12-16T02:12:52Z

Brooke

Laura

Me and Brooke

Me and Brooke again

Brooke

Me and Loni

Brooke

Brooke

Me and Loni

Me, Brooke, and Loni

phreak_u_bad @ 2004-11-18T02:53:00

2004-11-18T07:53:46Z

So good night turned sorta good....

Loni's mom was being a bitch, and was startin shit, and threw Loni out and told her she is not allowed back in the house. So Loni stayed with Laura tonight. Laura does so much for her/us and I feel bad sometimes because I don't know how to repay her. So anyway, Loni was gonna come stay with me all day 2morrow, but my *** of a step-dad said no. He says he does not want any unsupervised male/female action going on. So I guess he will watch next time? Should be fun... eck...

I am on the look-out for a new job and a decent appartment at a nice price. Anyone find anything, let me know eh?

So Loni is gonna go over Ed's 2morrow and stay there for the day. I really don't like this, but I guess it is the only thing she can do.

I am gonna get her outa this, and get myself out of this hell-hole. I am thinking about running away from it all. Start fresh. South Jersey? Florida? Wyoming? Any ideas? It is gonna suck to leave everyone and everything that is good behind, but whats gotta be done, gotta be done.

Anyway...To the good part. Amy called, and asked me 2 hang out with her, Kelly, and Freddy. So we went out joy-riding and ended up at WalMart. That ALWAYS happens... So we are in the store, and these 2 girls came by us and were being bitches for no reason. When we left, they were walking out also, and got into this car with 2 guys. So we followed them half-way down 33, going up next to them, and I think Freddy might have mooned them a few times. Eh. Childish? Maybe. But fun so back off.

So that was my night. I wanna see my baby and the little one 2morrow but it looks like that is not happening because things arent the greatest around here right now. Haven't been for a while. Christmas is coming. All I want, is a chance to get away from all of this and be with the ones I love. Loni, Brooke, Laura, Mindi, Mike, Amy, Kelly, Freddy, Mom, Slick...

Well, I am gonna go, maybe write a little bit, and try to get some sleep. I hope 2morrow will be a better day.

Good night Loni. Sweet dreams, I love you...

-Bitty

phreak_u_bad @ 2004-11-12T05:56:00

2004-11-12T10:57:00Z

Brooke took her first steps last night. So awesome. That girl is gonna be walkin around in no time. I can't wait till she starts really talking smoothly.

There is suttin I need 2 get out. So Im gonna do it, and not hold back this time, like I have so many times before:

Sometimes I feel like giving up. Like, what am I here for if no one else wants me sort of thing. But than I realize, its not that people don't want me here, its that a select few don't. I have grown numb to these people, I no longer listen. I will not self-harm myself with knives, lighters, and scissors any longer, just because you people are ignorant assholes and try to ruin other peoples lives just to make yours seem better. I no longer have tolerance to people who do any such of the following:

1. Tell me how to live my life

2. Tell me how I should complete a task

3. Tell me I can not make it in what I want to do

4. Tell me I can not do something, than turn around, and do it themselves.

Fuck off people. I do not want to hear it anymore. If u give me lip, expect a fist in return because I am done with this shit. The people I need, you know who u r. Loni, I love you to death and I would never leave you in this world to fend for yourself. And Brooke needs both of us. Laura, hang in, all three of us will make it. As for everyone else, you know who you are. Your love is greatly appreciated, keep it coming...

phreak_u_bad @ 2004-11-10T06:29:00

2004-11-10T11:33:33Z

So I have some new pics of Loni and Brooke. Some are older but ya, u get the point...

Brooke 3 Mo:

Brooke Recent:

We kinda fell asleep and Loni and Laura thought it would be cute to take pictures:

This is Laura:

And my secksie bytch modeling her ass off:

And we can't forget me:

That is all. Good day...

phreak_u_bad @ 2004-11-03T10:14:00

2004-11-03T15:16:13Z

So Halloween was awesome. The Haunted House was a hit, and most people loved it. Plans are to get a bigger place, and start charging all of Sept. and Oct. Fun Fun... I got some pics from my room the day before in my section.

Monday was aight, I hung out with Loni at home, not much went on tho.

Yesturday was good, I was with Loni again all day, we went up to the Housing office in p-burg so I can put my name on the list to get an appartment, but they were closed because of election day. Eck... Fuckin Bush... I took Loni with me to my meeting at work, then we came back here, and I brought her home, stayed there for a while. Other than that, nuttin much happening. Post more later.

-Bitty

phreak_u_bad @ 2004-10-19T13:23:00

2004-10-19T17:23:24Z

You Know You're From Easton, PA When...

You have your friends from other cities come to visit and they hear gun shots and you shrug it off like its no big deal...in fact you didn't even hear them until your friend pointed it out.

While you're driving and stop at a red light, the people on all sides of you have the bass turned up so high on their radios your windows start to shake

Tic Toc is considered the place to "be" with all your friends and your always there no matter what time of day or night.

When it snows you put chair's in your parking spot after you've dug it out so ur stupid neighbors don't steal it from you while your gone.

You see people outside "chillin" on their porches at all hours of the night but during the day its quiet and peaceful

You walk down the street and a car slows down by you and you hear "hey ma!, How ya doin? Holla atcha boy!" and you keep walking and the people in the car yell back "it's aiight you still beautiful!"

You hear that snow's coming and you know that you most likely won't have school the next day or will have a school delay even if there's barely any accumulation or its mixed with rain

You can walk to everything, inculding the supermaket due to how close it is.

When you get bored you go the corner store and see what's going on there and who's killed who.

You live off of A-Treat soda

You don't think Wawa sounds funny

You think Tastycakes are the best thing

You realize that besides going to the movies and places to eat Easton really has nothing great to offer, not to the youth anyway.

Everyone you meet is Ghetto even that rich white kid.

You think going to Walmart at 3 in the morning is the most fun thing to do ever

You have ever ended a sentence with "a while". Ex. "You know it happens every once and a while."

You know that "long johns" are something you eat, not something you wear

You know how to pronounce Schuylkill and other weird names like that.

You sleep soundly through gunfire and ambulance sirens.

You actually get these jokes and pass them on to other friends from Easton.

Mike Bittner

phreak_u_bad @ 2004-10-19T13:09:00

2004-10-19T17:10:02Z

You Should Be a Hot Dog for Halloween!

What should you be for Halloween?

Something tells me that isn't very appropriate!

phreak_u_bad @ 2004-10-19T13:03:00

2004-10-19T17:04:47Z

These past few days have been very good. I snuck Loni in Friday night and yet again Sunday night. I called her off of school Monday, we were way to tired to make that trip to P-burg high. It was all good until my mom came home and caught us in the shower. Heh. But she did not say anything, Loni was a little embareassed though. But shh... My mom does not know I had her over all night.

-Bitty

phreak_u_bad @ 2004-10-19T12:58:00

2004-10-19T17:02:21Z

Place Xs on the ones you HAVE done:

Here is mine:

(x) I HAVE BEEN DRUNK
(x) I HAVE SMOKED POT
(x) I HAVE KISSED A MEMBER OF THE OPPOSITE SEX
(x) I HAVE KISSED A MEMBER OF THE SAME SEX
(-) I CRASHED A FRIEND'S CAR
(-) I'VE BEEN TO JAPAN
(-) I RODE IN A TAXI
(x) I HAD ANAL SEX
(x) I HAVE BEEN IN LOVE
(x) I HAD SEX
(-) I HAVE HAD SEX IN PUBLIC
(x) I HAVE BEEN DUMPED
(x) I SHOPLIFTED
(-) I HAVE BEEN FIRED
(x) I HAVE BEEN IN A FIST FIGHT
(x) I HAD A THREESOME
(x) I SNUCK OUT OF MY PARENT'S HOUSE
(-) I HAVE BEEN TIED UP (SEXUALLY)
(-) I HAVE BEEN CAUGHT MASTURBATING
(-) I HAVE PISSED ON MYSELF
(x) I HAVE HAD SEX WITH A MEMBER OF THE SAME SEX
(x) I HAVE BEEN ARRESTED
(-) I HAVE MADE OUT WITH A STRANGER
(x) I HAVE STOLEN SOMETHING FROM MY JOB
(-) I HAVE CELEBRATED NEW YEARS IN TIME SQUARE
(x) I HAVE GONE ON A BLIND DATE
(x) I HAVE LIED TO A FRIEND
(-) I HAD A CRUSH ON A TEACHER
(-) I HAVE CELEBRATED MARDI-GRAS IN NEW ORLEANS
(-) I HAVE BEEN TO EUROPE
(-) I HAVE SKIPPED SCHOOL
(-) I HAVE SLEPT WITH A CO-WORKER
(x) I HAVE CUT MYSELF ON PURPOSE
(-) I HAVE HAD SEX AT THE OFFICE
(-) I'VE BEEN MARRIED
(-) I'VE BEEN DIVORCED
(-) I HAVE HAD SEX WITH MORE THAN ONE PERSON WITHIN THE SAME WEEK
(-) I HAVE POSED NUDE
(-) I GOT SOMEONE DRUNK JUST TO HAVE SEX WITH THEM
(-) I'VE KILLED SOMEONE OR SOMETHING
(-) I'VE HAD A FACIAL
(x) I'VE HAD ORAL SEX
(x) I HAVE RECEIVED SCARS FROM MY SEX PARTNER
(-) I HAVE COMMITTED A FELONY
(-) I HAVE GONE TO AN ANIME CONVENTION
(x) I ATE A WHOLE BOX OF TWINKIES
(-) I'VE PLAYED FRISBEE GOLF
(-) I CHOKED SOMEONE UNTIL THEY PASSED OUT
(-) I'VE PUKED OUT THE WINDOW OF MY CAR WHILE DRIVING
(-) I'VE STOLEN MONEY FROM MY ROOMATE(S)
(-) I'VE PICKED MY NOSE AND EATEN ITS CONTENTS SINCE THE AGE OF 16
(x) I'VE BEEN NAKED ON A WEBCAM
(-) I'VE STREAKED ACROSS A FOOTBALL FIELD
(-) I'VE SNIFFED SOMEONE'S USED UNDERWEAR
(x) I'VE LOCKED A FRIEND'S KEYS IN THEIR CAR
(-) I'VE STREAKED IN THE RAIN
(-) I'VE DATED MORE THAN ONE PERSON AT THE SAME TIME

phreak_u_bad @ 2004-10-13T18:31:00

2004-10-14T01:36:00Z

So I went to court with Loni 2day. She has everything worked out so good...lol. She gave me some pics 2day, so I came home and scanned them cuz I noticed I have no pics of them accept on my art up there^ (Xanga Only). So ya, nuttin much happened 2day. We just walked around a lot, got Subway, Brooke called me dadda about 5 times while we gave her a bath. I love her. HeHe!

Loni:

Loni a few years ago:

Loni and Laura, my girlie friend:

Brooke:

Brooke:

My fav Brooke pic:

Aight yall, i'll write more next time.

Love u all

-Bitty

phreak_u_bad @ 2004-10-12T11:33:00

2004-10-12T18:36:39Z

I just realized I forgot 2 post one of the most important posts that would fill all of you in on exactly who Loni is. This is the post I put on my Xanga but forgot to put on here:

MONDAY OCT. 11th 2004:

I have been very busy these last few days. I was with Loni ALL day yesturday and yet again 2day. I also ended up going to Stonewall with Freddy and Kelly 2night for National Coming Out Day! YES IT'S A DAY DAMNIT!

Now, I know a lot of people might get pissed, upset, or whatever, but I don't give a fuck. Me and Loni have been seeing a lot of each other lately, and its a bit more than a friendship.

See, Loni and I dated for a while years back. When she broke up with me, I was crushed. We went our seperate ways, never to know we would come together again later on. So 3 years, many b/f's and a baby later. Here we are again. It might be odd to some, but all the feelings I had for Loni before we broke up, the ones I thought were gone, had only hidden, and all came back. She wants to take it slow, and I understand that, and am willing to give her all the room she needs for herself.

She has a beautiful baby Named Brooke. OMG she is so cute and I love her to death if that is posible. (as in it not being my kid if that makes sense.)

I feel bad for Loni sometimes, because she does not have much for the baby, and I want to help her out so much. I want to give her the world, but all I can afford is the never-ending pasta bowl at Olive Garden and a $2.90 ring at the mall with her birth stone that she wanted. :)

I do not care what anyone says, I love Loni with all my heart, and always did. I do not want to hear people giving me problems because she has a kid, or because "BUT YOUR GAY MIKE!" Just give me your support huh?

I need to go though. I have a long walk ahead of me 2 P-burg 2morrow and its almost 4:30 in the morning. I shall update more later.

Love you all

-Bitty

Ouchies. My legs hurt.

2004-10-12T12:41:34Z

Ouchies. My legs hurt.

I just got back from a walk. Well, more of a hike. I would say about 4 or 5 miles. I wanted to surprise Loni so I woke up at 5:30, got ready, left at 6:00 and walked over and waited on her street corner and walked her to school. She came out and said I was an asshole and smiled. Ha Ha. But I wont be able to see her today because I start my new job at Subway tonight and it was worth the walk. Besides, I could lose some weight anyway...

Loni cut my hair last night, I really like it :) It is much easier to take care of and I think it looks better than the long hair. Loni also did my hair yesturday with red hair glue stuff, and got the bright idea of doing my eye-brows also. Lol. Wanna see? click below...

Well, Ima go and rest my legs, maybe watch some TV, and then go to work at 4. YAY!

Love u all

-Bitty